So when I got out of jail on the bracelet I cried all the way home with antisipation of seeing Kylynn and being able to hold her again. The most amazing part of coming home was seeing her eyes widen when I came in the door and her reaching out her arms and saying momma!! I lost it i cried and held her so tight I couldnt believe she was in my arms. I had missed holding her so much.
Then the next few days flew by and I was loving being home. I loved hearing Kylynn cry in the morning when she woke up and I loved having her in my arms. There is nothing like a mothers love for her child and I think that it is so much stronger when you are away for awhile and then come back home and they still remember you and you are just completly amazed at how much this little person loves you unconditionally.
I think the best part about being a mom is that I know Kylynn loves me no matter what mistakes I have made will make or am making. She will always love me like I love my mom and it amazes me to know that she was created with love and that at one point her dad and I were happy enough together to have her no matter how bad things were or how bad they get shes here for a reason and I cant wait to see what amazing things she will do in the future,
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