Like I said my life did not go the way I wanted it to once Kylynn's dad got home from Chicago. He stayed with me at my moms house for like 2 weeks and told me it was too much for him and left to stay with some friends. Come to find out he is dating and sleeping with another girl. It broke my heart and tore me completly apart. But whenever I took Kylynn to see him or drop her off by him I put on my strong Im ok face. And it seemed to bother him alot.
Once he seen that without him I would be ok he decided he wanted to come back and stay with me and Kylynn. So I let him big mistake because for the next month or so this would go on. He would move out with the other girl and then come home. Finally we had set up a place for the three of us to move into so our living arraigments wouldnt be so crazy. But when it came time to move he left with the other girl again. I think he thought that I would stay with my mom and let this bs continue. I didnt I moved out as I had planned and it worked in my favor because when he found out I moved he came back with me and Kylynn and this time he stayed.
Thing with Kylynn's dad is he was or if you want to say still is into some not so good things. Mostly weed. I told him I didnt want him doing it but that never stopped him. So we stayed with some friends until we found a place of our own that I could afford on the money I made because he wasnt working. So we moved into a 2 bedroom duplex with him myself Kylynn and his brother. Not what I had in mind because I wasnt exactly thrilled that his brother was here in the first place. But I loved him and I loved his family (and still love some of them).
Life was good for awhile and I didnt have to be a single mom for something like 6 months. Yea thats about all the time her dad was steday in her life. But things went from ok, to bad, to much much worse. Most of my friends and family know how everything went down for me the last 6 months. My apartment got raided (thanks in most part to Kylynn's dad), I went to jail on violation of probation, charges for child neglect and keeper of a drug house, My life seemed to be completly over. I lost everything, my family, my home, my sanity, my faith, and my daughter (or so I had thought). When I found out that CPS had taken my daughter I lost it, but thank God they gave her to my mom. My mom and sister took on a 14 month old and never blinked an eye when the state asked them to take care of her while I was gone.
My family pulled through for me and now it was time for me to pull through all this crap for them. The state found that I was not the main person to do the neglecting so I maintain full custody and placement of Kylynn and I thank God every single day that she wasnt taken from me because if she had been I dont know that I would be here today.
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